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Friday, February 19, 2010
- Shattered. Upcoming.
 [mood ~ tired][music ~ Orion, Girl Next Door] [icon ~ crysella] Yeah, i'm back again. Like finally. One of the new year's resolution of mine went against myself right in the beginning. He's gone, she's sad and am i as well? Everything's pretty empty and hollow. Nothing's filling the hollowness of life. I missed the past. stc, comrades, family, loves - all those moments, only a quarter remained. I guessed i'm quite the fatalist. Oh well, thoughts are just thoughts. There's no point for reality in it anymore. I wonder if the Lord's reality. Everyday's pretty busy recently - working, studying, playing. Time's not enough. Time's not enough in aspects. Working - business not as good as the past, trying hard to retain as much as possible. Studying - results won't be the same as i'm too tired for it. Playing - Boredom's still around, updates as slow; sometimes i wished for the time to pass. I'm still confused about the future's path. I've decided for what's in the beginning though unsure if it'll continue. Violin's fun - for leisure purposes, i don't think i'll be using it as my career. I wished i had longer fingers. Oh well, i'm not good, trying hard to absorb, i don't dislike it at all. Oh well, guess i'll stop here. |
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